Nihilism....scum

Now by nihilism I mean nothing, hence the Latin Nil. There are so many systems of thought out there and so many adherents of the many "isms" that are ready to separate the pseudo from the real. So after studying the many ideas out there, I have come to my own conclusion of a Non-belief. I looked into Satanism and found that denominations is just not a Christian Fundamental thing. I peeked into Magick and found more Fundamentalism then when I was working at a Church. Read philosophy and became bored at all the vast words and useless concepts of old men used to explain life. Then I came across Nihilism and was amused, but that’s about it. The problem with most philosophers and Occultists is that they take themselves too seriously. When it comes to the Internet and Philosophy its a war over words, so get a life. I am my own worst critic, I can love what I write one day and tear that shit up the next week. So after all this re-search into "knowledge" and trying to see what "I am" or who I am or whatever the hell, I thought who cares....I'll just retreat to Nihilism. I have no firm beliefs, I am not of an "Ism" or a "Ist". Satanists I find amusing, they make me laugh inside.....cause they take themselves so serious. Thelemites.....remind me of Evangelical Christians, on a bad day that is. Nihilists are the worst type of human being, but I guess I have to join something. When it comes down to it, its a view of independance. Not allowing other views to make you a slave to them, at the end of the day you anwser to yourself. I do not look up to any higher force or sysmbolism. I do not anwser to a group or church or organization. Self.